second

always night shedding light

on our situation, complicated

real or fake, love or mistake

shedding tears for me? ever?

doubtful fears yeah i'm clever

poems deep hatred steep

from what I see, disappointing

return my care? excessive?

too much love possessive

 

Creativity

Lurking in our brain
Something to explain
Chemical signs
Earthly designs
Art common symbol
Artists resemble
Thought unchanging
Time rearranging
Love an emotion
Becomes devotion
Imagination
Truth or Fiction?

Italy

Just here alone 

Thinking of home

Crying and sad 

Living is bad

Compartmentalize

Understand and strive  

Pushing harder 

To go farther

Remaining here

For just this year

Growing stronger

Mindful wander

Leaving

Finally have your heart

This could be our start

Love you till I die

Just two: you and I

Distance pulls apart

Trading you for art

Will you love me still

Saying no will kill

Best wishes and a kiss

Making you forever missed

Wide awake

Wide awake in the night
Want you here to hold me tight
Thoughts of future on my mind
Dreamlike prospects make me blind
The truth is fiction as is fate
A life to love and create

Only friends

When we started talking last year
We decided to make things clear
There would be no feelings involved
Only friends forever we both resolved

Summer became heaven then a hell
She asked, I chose to tell
Tears of sadness from both sides
All because you told me lies

A realization hit me that day
I have chosen not to say
It would change way to much
Can you feel when we touch?

I may be different than before
But still the person you adore
Love has grown in my heart
I die inside when we part

You say this is only friends
I really disagree but that offends
You are scared of the truth
I am not even a sleuth

It is time to love again
Do not choose to show distain
I am only asking you why
You Paul Steadman won't even try

Tonight

Great big eyes
With much surprise
From a far
In my car

One small kiss
My foreign bliss
Here and gone
Time moves along

See you soon
Under another moon
In your sight
A great tonight